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Post by Fox on Aug 28, 2017 16:58:53 GMT
Frostsong ❆ Tom ❆ Lakeclan
"The only way to truly love others, is if your able to truly love yourself" Listening as Snowberry spoke, the frosty white tom tilted his head a little thoughtfully as he examined her mild nervous behavior. Something must have happened, but for now he wasn't quite sure exactly what. But he was still betting it had something to do with old grumpy grumpfoot. Though the mention of catching the eye of some toms made Frostsong ponder as well. Indeed, the she-cat didn't quite like that attention in comparison to Frostsong. Still, she was a pretty she-cat, sweet and kind. Honestly quite attractive. It was amazing the two of them weren't related by blood.
"That's good, it's nice to hear you two managed to spend time together. Silvy seems to hardly time for us anymore. Uncle Grump's keeping her busy like usual." Frostsong mewed with a soft huff at the thought of the large tom. Never could her understand Silvermist following the thickheaded grump. Still, he supposed he was their father, even if he was a foxdung of one.
Nose twitching, the white tomcat looked to the flowers then Snowberry. "Dad's been busy, unsure if he's more busy or more stressed out. He worries a lot, over everything." Frostsong mewed, ears twitching gingerly. "Lately he's been a little worried about you. Thinks your avoiding him." he informed softly. template by Sammy @ Adox 2.0 |
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Post by sanuta on Aug 28, 2017 20:13:57 GMT
 | Snowberry
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Lakeclan | She-cat
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"It is okay to retreat sometimes,
not every battle is won through
bloodshed." |
"That's because I have been avoiding him." The she-cat fell silent for a moment, thinking of the right words to say. "Ever since my father announced that we are actually his kits, I've been..." She stopped again. This was obviously weighing heavily on her, she didn't really know how to explain it, she'd never felt like this before. "I feel this overwhelming pressure from the clan. Since I'm a royal by blood and not just a kit that my father found. Do they expect me to be any different? To be destined for greatness? Graystar was my mentor and is my real uncle. Do I disappoint him? I'm a Princess, but don't act like one. Everyone believes in Silvermist, while I'm just the delicate little she-cat." She paused once again, this pause being much longer than the previous ones. "It would have been okay if we had just been the kits he found. Why did he have to announce that we are his kits?" She grimaced as she thought for a moment. "I thought, since he announced that, things could be different between us. But it's still the same...he..." She stopped, tears beginning to form at her eyes. She had never been good at hiding anything. She was so obvious it was pathetic. Her father was right about her. |
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Post by Fox on Aug 29, 2017 17:49:03 GMT
Frostsong ❆ Tom ❆ Lakeclan
"The only way to truly love others, is if your able to truly love yourself" Frostsong listened to the snowy she-cat patiently, curling his white fluffy tail around his dainty paws as he listened to her words. Head tilting slightly as he listened and watched her. It took a bit, Snowberry seemed to try very hard to come up with the right words. The white tom gingerly scooted closer as she grew more silent with each sentence until he could see her start to shutter from her sadness. Wrapping his tail around her, he pressed his flank against hers to allow their white pelts to mesh together.
"Snowy, if dad was disappointed in you, he'd be more disappointed in me." Frostsong mewed before taking a breath. "Does your view on me change just because you found out your a royal? Because by blood, I'm not?" Frostsong asked, but his tone wasn't accusing, just soft.
"It doesn't matter what others think. It matters what you do. Just be you. Dad would love you whether you were blood related or not. A princess or even a mouse. You'd still be like my sister, even if we aren't related by blood." Frostsong mewed softly, gently pressing his nose to her cheek.
"It doesn't matter what Slatefrost thinks either. I know, that you will always do what you can. You are kind, truly. No matter what, me and dad and Silvy love you just the way you are. You don't have to prove anything to anyone." he mewed with a soft purr. template by Sammy @ Adox 2.0 |
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Post by sanuta on Sept 5, 2017 7:07:48 GMT
| Snowberry
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Lakeclan | She-cat
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"It is okay to retreat sometimes,
not every battle is won through
bloodshed." |
"But he said I was worthless. Too weak to be of any use to the clan, and too small and pathetic to ever be a someone's mate." Her voice was trembling as she spoke, words coming out as her sobbing increased. Even though he was her real father, he still didn't care for her. He was so insensitive and hurtful towards her. And she hated herself for not being good enough in his eyes.
Her tears slowed as Frosty comforted her. He always knew just what to do to make her feel better. "What if I never do anything to help anyone? I don't want to just rely on others my whole life." She wanted to be better, for the clan. But it was so hard. It wasn't just her father, Silvy, Frosty, and Graystar were all good at something. But her? She was good at swimming and running. Her accuracy was incredible, as well as her balance and speed, despite her small paws. But hunting? Or fighting? She was an average hunter at best and probably one of the worst fighters in the clan. Because of her small paws though, she wasn't very coordinated, so she tended to stumble.
"And I do want to have a family...eventually. But I..I just." Her voice grew quiet and began to squeak a bit from nerves. "What tom is ever going to like a cat like me? I can't even talk to most of them without getting anxious. I don't want to be, but I can't help it. I'm just a big scaredy cat." |
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Post by Fox on Sept 5, 2017 18:30:29 GMT
Frostsong ❆ Tom ❆ Lakeclan
"The only way to truly love others, is if your able to truly love yourself" Frostsong sighed as he rested his chin on top of her head. "He says about the same to me." he grumbled, though flicked his ears as he listened to the white she-cat thoughtfully and shook his head a little.
"You will. Because I felt the same way, still do sometimes. And we managed to help each other through our training and rites. I know one day, you'll get to your own paws when it counts. You don't always need to do it though, sometimes it's okay to lean on us once in awhile." The white tom mewed, giving a soft reassuring purr, taking a deep breath.
"You'll find the tom that is just for you. And he'll like you just as you are. Feeling a little anxious is normal too, it's okay to be when first really talking to someone. It is up to you if you want to keep going though, despite the anxiety. I know it's hard. But I know if you put in some effort, you can do it. It doesn't have to be immediate, just little kitsteps is all it takes." Frostsong purred softly.
"And if you want whenever your ready, I'll be your wing-tom." He teased with a wink and gently poked her with a paw. template by Sammy @ Adox 2.0 |
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Post by sanuta on Sept 13, 2017 18:49:33 GMT
| Snowberry
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Lakeclan | She-cat
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"It is okay to retreat sometimes,
not every battle is won through
bloodshed." |
She let out a soft laugh as he poked her. "Thanks Frosty." She smiled and poked him with her paw. "With you around, nothing could go wrong." She teased, purring softly in amusement. He was so incredible. Frostsong was the bravest and most caring cats she knew. Although he acted showy sometimes, he really did care. She was so proud to call him her brother, even if they weren't related by blood.
"You're the best, you know that Frosty?" She playfully bumped her shoulder against his. She grew silent for a moment, they had been talking about her and her problems basically the whole time. "Speaking of toms. Anyone catch your fancy lately?" She gave him a grin. Though her personal life was slow moving, Frosty was quite the flirt. Maybe he was having better luck than she was. |
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Post by Fox on Sept 14, 2017 9:44:12 GMT
Frostsong ❆ Tom ❆ Lakeclan
"The only way to truly love others, is if your able to truly love yourself" "Yes I do!" Frostsong laughed at being called the best, playfully swiping a paw over the snowy she-cat's ear in response to the playful shoulder bump. At the question, the frosty tom gave a thoughtful 'mhmmm' sounds as he thought through all the possibilities in the clan.
"Mhm fun messing around, but no one really stands out as 'the one' really. Ravenclaw is pretty handsome and nice, but perhaps holds a bit too much baggage. Dunno, don't really feel a click. Might be a good match for you or Silvy though." He mewed as he gave a playful wink.
"Amberdawn's a bit too old for me and a bit of a nervous wreck. Spiritthorn's pretty cute, but he doesn't really spark my interest. As for she-cat's well, Smokesplash is a bit eh for me. Guess I'm still waiting around for Mr. Right too it seems." Frostsong chuckled thoughtfully and grinned to Snowberry.
Maybe he was being a bit picky, but just because he was a flirt, didn't mean he didn't want that perfect someone. Someone that his made his heart soar and flutter. It was quite a bummer he hadn't found that special cat yet. template by Sammy @ Adox 2.0 |
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